TaeyunJung

May have pretty long break.

Why?

My imaginations are all drained. This means I don't know what to draw. I already have had creativity drought some time ago.

But this is a secondary matter. There is a primary and important reason.

My domestic problem has been worsen.

My family (only consisting myself and my mother) having a very complicated, sophisticated, and hard financial and law court problems. I cannot tell 100% of their contents here because they are waaaay to much serious and complicated. And also I cannot tell all the contents because some of them are secrets. 7 years ago, we managed to hire a lawyer to fight against to our legal enemy, who caused these entire problems. But looks like it's kinda... Too late...

I'm even worrying about our future residential problems. It must be super devastating to becoming... homeless. That's a nightmare. All I can do is taking care of my mother whom having a slight neurological matter, keep searching for better jobs (am I failed?), gently reminding my lawyer to make things solved earlier before it too much late.

Life has got worsen when I became mid 20's. And now, I'm late 20's.

Wish me good luck.....

I wanna take a break. But I might keep posting somethings. (arts, doodles, journals, status updates.)

2023/1/2 Mon

There are many deviants/artists whom liked and fond of my arts and drawing skills.

And I have drawn many requests for some of them, when they asked me. I appreciate a lot! ^^

But, here's an announcement... I decided to stop taking request.

Here are reasons...

1. My interest in art has been dropped drastically.

2. Recently I'm having idea/creativity drought.

3. By taking requests, I recently could rarely draw my owns... I could not draw anything of mines.

4. My art skill is kinda... dropped...

5. My family currently suffering from financial and mental difficulties... Not sure when this end.

As a result, from now on,.... I'm forced to say... I cannot take request anymore... And I can never sure when can I solve all of my situations.

My apology to whom wanted me to do your requests, if there are. My bad. Maybe you can find better artists, who can draw your requests in much better qualities.

Happy New Year everybody...

2023/1/2 Mon

The word is late 20's. In international aging system. I'm currently 29 y-o in Korean aging system. Facing almost 30. But my fulled age is still 27. I wonder why Koreans are sensitive and put great importance in ages. Especially hiring..... When who people facing 27 or over, their job seeking is like inferno, in Korea. I also submitting re'sume's to many companies. And mostly I fail. And cases when I goes to interview. I fails by silly speaking/story telling skills. I wonder what kinds of story telling skills will satisfy interviewers.

So... I would like to ask... Am I failed?

What do you do, usually when you are... kinda don't feel wanna post your works on DA?

I recently facing another creativity droughts. I recently declining many requests.(Eventually disappointing artists.) Excusing for my own private time. But perhaps I might become lazier than before. A week ago my taste has gone not appetite as before. My body cannot take the food as much as I used to take. That means I eat less amount compared to before I lost appetite. Well these are can also be some excuses.....

I sometimes think, I should have read some many various books as many as I could before. I think I lost all of my chances to study and gain knowledges by reading. Because since I have some Aspergers symptoms.... Well this can be also an excuse. I really realize Too many things Too much late. A couple years later than other average normal people. This caused me to ... Thanks to my stupidity, I'm still a job seeker... Age of Late 20's... In Korean culture... When a job seeker is aged 30's or more, then it's like heck to obtaining a job. Because in Korean culture, age is very important. I wonder if I can get any stable job someday.

Okay~... I came back to the main subject. I wonder what to draw... but I cannot draw something. What do you usually do? In that case?

My recent acts..... Well, well, I recently faced an art thief. I wonder how can I stop him. He stole one of my recent art for a request, and swearing at me. He is such a jerk...

Have not drawn much recently. I have tried to draw jet aircraft, and my oc. But hard to concentrate and hard to draw something.